I'm shattered. For the second time, someone gave me empty promises. For the second time, someone makes me cry like a small kid who wants chocolate badly. I just don't understand why my life have to be like this. What am I supposed to do now? I am totally heartbroken, my heart is broken to pieces, very small pieces. I can never stop crying. Since yesterday, I've been crying like hell. I think that this is the best way to heal things. I know I have to move on. But please, you just don't know what I feel, so shut up. You just don't know my situation, I'm having very tough situation right now. I just pray for the best. But maybe we're not meant to be together. Enough is enough, I just want you yes you, no words can describe it. Allah knows me better and knows everything. To that someone, I never thought that you had changed that much, I never thought that you would done that to me. Who am I to you by the way? I'm not toys for you to play with,
I have heart, which is very very fragile. You should think before you do something. You have your brains, you should think! I can't wait for karma to attack you, I just pray that you will feel what I feel now. This is serious to me, if you think this is not serious, you deserve one tight slap from me. This is just too much. I had enough of this, seriously.
You said 'please forgive me' but come on, how can I forgive you that easy? I have heart, I am not your bloody cats, or bear or whatsoever for you to play. You said that you feels bad when I said that 'I rather die rather than live'. And heyy please think! You were the one who create this problem. You should feels bad for what you had done to me! This is just too much. I think I should let you go. Maybe one day I will find someone's better than you. It is just a matter of time. Time will heal everything. I believe that. I believe in karma too. What goes around do comes around. I can't wait for karma to attack you. Don't blame me if one day someone's backstabbed you, you deserves it. You were the one who create problems.
That's it, till then.
